and so, tickets are booked and hotel rooms are confirmed. i'm getting my arse away for a short trip soon.. hooray, have been hoping for one since ages ago but was busy busy busy. i'm still busy (at the end of the day!) with my current job too, rushing ads with horrendous deadlines the clients set but experience gained is definitely great. well.. the big day will be here in a couple of days but the feeling isnt there. something's missing and i'm not hoping for anything. seriously, i've been hurt many times because of the word "hope" and i ain't gonna let it happen again. all i want is a peaceful yet busy year which i wouldn't have the time to be interested in minor issue that's gonna inflict pains on me. i'm rich i'm happy i'm pretty.. i'll probably recite these the first thing in the morning. dreams are still there and i'll work harder for money and enjoyment! and i wanna thank a person whom i have known for 8 years, always there for me when i needed someone by my side. she doesnt scold me for my nonsense, enjoys our shopping dates, sharing with me her thoughts and emotions, and most importantly, she loves me as much as i love her! but seriously, if she isnt of the same gender as me, i would have fallen in love with "him". she's the man! i'm losing interest in men soon and yea i mean it.. cheers to our sisterhood.