Wednesday, July 26, 2006
recollections.
my newest love. meet RUBBISH. yea.. ever wonder why i call him rubbish? coz i think my life is full of rubbish lately. and my sex lover is the small little yellow dude over there coz i've been ranting to him recently.
this is my makeover cheena look. mummy told me she could roughly predict my hairstyle even before the grumpy-looking hairstylist did this to my straight hair. she combed everything to the side, and den started perming it. i love my make-up the most. it's so barbie doll with my long lashes, glossy lips, shapy eyebrow, rosy blush, practically everything especially they are all anna sui products.
this is taken to celebrate 7. oooh... i would love to join another cover search again coz it's simply so fun. i guess the wardrobe stylist will get peeved with me coz i'll be choosing nice clothes instead of them matching it for me. hahaha.. my fashion sense is better u see. and i want an enclosed photoshoot corner so that i wun freaked out and posed with stiff smile. baaa... i feel so shit thinking that i look shit in the picture with my shit smile and shit pose. i'll make sure the natural smile of myself appears naturally on the thick powdery face.
certain things are meant to be kept as secrets, while happiness are meant to be shared. life is so fragile, while the unexpected bound to crush your life. nevertheless, we know we have to carry a faint smile and continue walking through the melancholy. happiness is an easily attainable element, if those unnecessary thoughts are taken away..
11:23 PM//
Monday, July 24, 2006
i'm having moodswing now.
i'm not going to post any pic for this entry.
i'm insignificant to ppl ard me.
i'm tired of having everything kept inside my heart.
i'm having blardy pimples.
i doubt my presence in this world.
agreeing wif clem, i'm sick of friends who come to u only when they nid u.
whatever it is, i'm just having moodswing.
and nobody cares whether i'm having one or not so forget it.
joining cleo cover search with my bei this coming sat. we named it 'our next big thing' coz we were complaining the boredom in singapore. prettie makeover and anna sui products, i guess 30 bucks is definitely worth paying.
7:44 PM//
Sunday, July 23, 2006
happy happy day...
rainie's yumi.
was reading rainie's blog and yumi caught my attention.
a cutie ain't it?
innocent baby. babies are so innocent and cute. their small little actions will actually bring smile to ppl ard them. amazing power from babies huh?
haven't been blogging for a week. strictly abiding to my 'no pic, no blog' principle. a busy and tiring week for me. projects, presentations, band practices and concert. a gd-looking jap guy asked for direction when i was alone in town shopping. he's darn cool. and he was amazed that i was able to converse with him in jap. maki-chan sugoi desuyo.
fri's concert was a success. all unnecessary concerns and worries, eliminated through the musical night. applauds from thousands of audiences were roaring loud. had butterflies inside my stomach as i was walking to the stage (gawd.. why do clarinetists have to sit in the first row). pretty amazed by our dance club coz the dancers were simply awesome. as for my band juniors, there's slight improvement but i quite like the vs drummer. he's cool. got emotional when the band played blue ridge saga. our memories. and i saw many of my teachers and friends, all commented i've changed alot. did i? just that the nerdy look is gone and i look more trendy. =D
anyways, went to watch midnight movie with blg guys. and my sex lover drove us there again. he's damn cool. =D
nacho libre is kinda crappy funny lame show but it's nice. i kept laughing like a siao char bo coz of his stupidity. and i brought my friend along coz he told me he dun wanna stay at home and torture by monster joe.
going shopping and visiting my princess later. jaa.
2:16 PM//
Sunday, July 16, 2006
tsumaranai. sick.
i wanted to blog, but nth comes into my mind.
i wanted to smile, but i couldn't find any happie moment.
jovie is a weirdo.
i'm so in love with rainie but i'm straight. how can a girl be cute and pretty at the same time? gawd.. i wanna be like her.
anyway, i've got a sex partner who's so dearest to me. i really do love her and will continue to love her for another 18 years. =D i've got a sex lover too.. and he's a sweetie. i bet he will become a mobile merlion if he reads this. LOL. he's super cute and he's my dream lover who teaches me new words occasionally. i've got lots of gfs, and there's this particular prettie gal whom i got to know in sec 1. she has been protecting me all these while and wouldn't forget me even if she has got him. the darlings list is rather long but i love all of them coz they bring fun and laughter into my life.
and when will my pet doggie be coming? i want my schnauzer or silky terrier. my newest love.
12:19 AM//
Friday, July 07, 2006
hihi.. i'm kiki.
i'm a super whoopie vaino.
dun i look like paddington?
pauline tot this was my original look.
but i was just trying to act cute.
and i do look like a bowman now.
booo... i hate this. this is the reason why i will never want to get too close with any guy friend, especially after i've learnt my lesson. yet, i think i'm stucked in this situation once more, one which i'm afraid of most. save me. sad. =(((
i'm glad clem dar is my one and only closest guy friend, and that our relationship is so pure and sweet. we dun have to msg each other often, but the care and concern is still there. yeap.. that's how simple friendship can be. and we love each other. *grins* he loves killing me with those puppy eyes of his. grrrrr... *roars*
i feel like drowning myself in a big tub of alcohol, be it chivas or vodka. i'm feeling so miserable now. -sighs-
mummy was sweet to meet me or rather save me from the project discussion just now. she brought me to eat my favourite satay! i grabbed a cute poisoned teddy from dora ho and today's lesson wasn't that bad since i gained sth in return of a favour. today is a happie yet depressed day. happie coz we went crystal jade and i managed to eat those yummilious pastries and xiao long bao. god... i love good food alot! lawry's steak is under my wishlist. who shall be a kind soul by treating me to lawry's dinner?
the world is getting so emo nowadays. i guess i'm infected too... shall quarantine myself from others.
10:37 PM//
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
it's a happie day! la la la..
band practice was FUN yst even though the timing wasn't nice at all. we played BIG FUN IN THE SUN and i really love that song. reminds me of those days in band camps and competitions. and i've concluded that guys who play musical instruments and have 'wei' in their name are gd-looking and charming.shupin and mummy commented i've got cleavage today. and mummy said they're growing. yes, i'm serious. i sound like a si bian tai but i dun care. i would love to go for bust enhancement if i've got the money. and i'll be satisfied with just an increase of 1 cup size. whoo.. anyway, milk does help alot. i shall drink it everyday like the way i drink ribena.x[shupin]x says:
pls blog how good and hao ren i am(='-'=) *~m.a.k.i~* -i luv him- says:
mummy told me not to liex[shupin]x says:
yar
x[shupin]x says:
so the more u shldn't lie
x[shupin]x says:
i'm really a hao ren wat[mummy, please see this. she's teaching me how to lie. i swear i'm a gd gal.]band practice tml. gonna play PLEASE MR POSTMAN. new piece and i guess the melody will be nice. =D
11:21 PM//
Sunday, July 02, 2006
worldcup is causing millions of ppl around the world to have dark eye rings, and i'm included in that figures. met up with bei, jeff and ben on fri. jeff was nice to have treated me and bei to fish & co and drinks at instinct. i bet his wallet is crying now coz it has got a big hole. it has been 1 year since we last met? and i'm proud to announce to everyone that i've finally dine in fish & co. okies.. mock at me for being a mountain pig.love is in the air after the love curse has been broken. everyone's back to normal. edison, please fly to me now. and i dun want to know guys with tattoos all over their bodies, even though i would love to have one too. i'll be amused u see.singapore is really boring. i'm dying to go hongkong now. and bei was tempting me with the post graduate taiwan trip. one month of staying eh? i'll try to save enough money. =D i'm dead cuz i'm deeply addicted to shopping and alcohol.was very disappointed and depressed with the presentation on fri. yet i can do nth but blame myself for being so insignificant. i dun nid sympathizes. and i've grown to use alcohol to numb my sorrows. it's kinda pathetic, i do know that. but that's the best way to hide the melancholy in my eyes. thanx for all the comments. yeap, i'll do my best. bump off you backstabbers. i need ben and jerry's icecream.
3:12 AM//