hello ^^ i've been having good mood ever since dearest elmo revived and behaved normally like he used to be. was really depressed when i learned from dad that he became a madman dancing in a corner without us having to touch it, making poor mum and dad jumped. definitely reminds me of the doll in the reincarnation movie that goes "zutto issho dai" and begin the mass killings. kowai!!
anyway, working life has been good since 3 weeks ago with the companion from ms jiening. time flies real fast and 24 hours a day is never enough for a busy schedule-packed day. starting to love my job more with funny and fussless clients. and mr jervin is sweet enough to make my day with his morning greeting msges. jervin is love! :)
dreamt of hongkong last night, having xu liu shan's xiao wan zi (beverage) all by myself. i really miss dessert and mickey so much! i want to go shopping. i want to go traveling. i want my melon. i want a computer mouse with whichever of sanrio's characters. lots of desires yet restrictions.
alright.. brain's dead. off to sleep.
12:15 AM//
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Hi. it feels great staying awake at this timing when the surrounding's quiet and the state of mind cant get any clearer than this. life has been up and down and friends who are 'alive' seem lesser than before.
working hard for the past few months, putting up with craps from others, cry laugh or emotionless, giving love and being love.. a routinized life that's similiar to eating brunch at 12:30pm everyday. time flies and i flew into this stale life. wonder how's everybody when i'm too busy to catch up with 'em.
a lil girl who used to stay in the protected zone where dear parents constructed, i've explored almost half of the world till date with my current job. accustomed to put up with whatever nonsense i find on my way, stretching my patience to the maximum and reciprocating favours from others.. a growing stage for all i would say. nevertheless, i still love schooling and would very much want to return to studies coz i was naive and carefree back then. emigrating to australia is another big dream i have where i probably rear animals and enjoy the remaining life with my other half after retirement. ohhh.. dreams versus reality, which one will you choose? :)