Monday, June 26, 2006
beginning of term 2.. and i'm starting to feel tired again. but i felt so much relieved coz i've got lesser burden now. but the breaks are terrible. and i guess this time there's no more excuse for me not to study anymore.whenever i see u, my feelings got all mixed up. scar remains as scar. never will it disappear. perhaps with the use of condolisa scar heal, it might help. lol.. okies, not suppose to be funnie at all. love is a complicating element. i guess me and darling are victims of it. shan't touch love relationships now. mr right will find us eventually. kx said my expectations are too high but i disagreed. i just find it hard to accept anyone now especially the scar is too deep to be healed. unless i can find someone who's willing to spend time healing it, i think staying single at the moment will be good enough for myself.oh ya.. i forgot i must include someone in my entry coz he said he felt nth after reading my blog. i gave him a nick 'ang-gu-gu' and i think he doesn't like it at all. okies, i dunno what to write abt him anymore.and i promised bei i wun fall in luv with any of them. i shall divert all my love to mummy and my pets.oyasumi.
11:29 PM//
Sunday, June 25, 2006
i'm blogging now at 2.40am, telling everyone that there's really nice ppl in this world. yeap. bro and i got stucked before the railway construction in cab and we couldn't get thru. there was this lady, oso trying to drive thru that usual road. we alighted, thinking whether we shud walk over. that dumb road officer told us that we MAY TRY walking over, but it's DANGEROUS. wouldn't it be better if he told us to wait for the whole construction to be done? freaking peeved with that dumbo. anyway, back to the nice lady. she offered us a ride home since she lives quite near us. and she cleared her back seats so that we can get in her car. god.. she's damn nice. we are full of gratitude now, especially it's so late at night and we're so tired after watching the midnight show. i'm going to help her do a small advertising here. she's a freelance make-up artiste, and she has got a boutique selling costumes. for those who are interested, u may wish to get info from me. =Di watched two movies today. Just My Luck is sooooooo nice! Silent Hill, uh erm.. still can make it lah. and i took 963 to accompany junlin that kuku. anyway, he's quite funnie and cute, but still, he carries that irritating cells in his brain. zac is obedient too. at least he din bark or chase after me like he used to do. i've conquered my fear! whahhaha. okies, nth to be proud of. tired.. oyasumi!*please stop the rolling and marble sound.. it's kinda irritating.*
2:40 AM//
Saturday, June 24, 2006
memories..
i sat at the same old bench we used to occupy during recess. the field seems alot smaller. there's even a so called 'performance corner' for those hidden talents. band room and music room remained the same. as for people, they've all changed. prettier, more handsome. and my band juniors look pretty much like primary sch students. malnutrition is the word. and the band operating system is bad. what's the point of having footdrills when punishments aren't allowed? instruments are not taken care of and reeds are given out for free? god.. kids nowadays are really too pampered.21 july is the day of performance. horrible arrangements due to busy friends. 5 practices on every tuesday and thursday, from 8 to 10pm.. as thou everybody is free. i noe our passion for music is still strong, but we aren't deities. 3 pieces to be mastered with ONLY 5 practices?! that's difficult ya? and i haven't get to see those pieces yet. terrible. i heard next week is the rehearsal. die. mr koh crowned us as PROFESSIONALS. and i'm starting to doubt this word now.
12:05 AM//
Thursday, June 22, 2006
i love myself.
i love my nutty family.
i love my artistic brain cells.
i love my looks.
i look my red undies darling.
and lastly, i love my bei.
coz with her around, i'll end up doing stupid things like these...
ohh.. this is to tell everyone not to focus too much on his red undies.
learn to appreciate other nice parts too.
hi, i'm lobbie (nick given by bei coz i look like a red lobster)
great. B&W helps covering that redness of my body.
ohhh... well, i owed her that.
a weird scrunched up ugly face to end this entry.
10:34 PM//
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
heard from the news that today, 20-06-2006, is a special day. look closely. 2006 2006. but i dun see any uniqueness in this date and i digressed when i heard many couples were rushing to get married on this "special" day. what were they thinking? it's not as though the date is 9999 9999. at least this is more meaningful okie? coz there will nv be 99 in a calender.
went for my dental appointment yst and i really hated it coz it was just too scarie, too painful and whatever vulgarities one can think of. i hate those machines drilling inside my teeth. yucks. it's totally sick. my gums bled alot coz of the flossing which was part of the cleaning process. the polishing makes me feel like slamming my head onto the door too. and dentist commented that i've got lots of milk teeth. ahhh.. my baby teeth are that strong huh? baby or small kid reflect on me alot. coz i've got baby fats, milk (baby) teeth, crybaby, big baby's attitude, etcetera. that bad ain't it? and i think i sound bimbotic here.
anyway, i'm going to continue part 2 of yst's pic blogging.
this is me. a chubby baby.
she loves him.
but he freaked out and killed himself.
and so she found new love.
she thinks they look like cotton candy.
but in the end she fell in luv with him
coz he's too seductive.
and this is our lovely daughter.
she's really prettie.
photo-takings are allowed in toilets,
as well as being cosmetics-free.
--the end--
3:49 AM//
Monday, June 19, 2006
WARNING!
what you are about to see, is definitely harmful to your mind. you will end up laughing like an insane mental patient after reading the whole entry. be prepared.
i miss our 6 cousins outing.
after this shot, bei condemned her poor nice bandana.
the three lovers outing. our dearest niu niu.
i seriously miss that babe on the extreme left. and i look like sadako.
the first bei long gang photo.
dun u think it's too cramp in here?!
our neoprint craze started from this first shot we took.
lian-ness. dun mess with us.
the ekrop girls.
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to be continued...
6:00 PM//
first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questions below tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again.
1: zelia
2: jiening
3: bei
4: mayu-chan
5: pauline
6: jasmine
7: shupin
8: xuan
9: weewee
10: jervin
11: wm
12: kiat
13: clement! the guy who made me do this quiz.jk.
14: youse
15: chris
16: jenn
17: joe that lupin
18: jeff
19: traicer
20: rain
When did you meet 14?
ever since the day she was born.
What will you do if you never meet 1 before?
i'll regret for my whole life.
What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
goodness. nv will happen coz of the age gap.
Did you ever like 19?
of coz! she's my tai hou.
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
i'll laugh my head off. 17's a monkey.
Describe 3.
my lessie and sex partner.she's hot.
Do you think 8 is attractive?
erm.. nx qns pls.
Tell me something about 7.
she's our kai xin guo. always get bullied by us.
Do you know any of the 12's family member?
erm... maybe? yes? i dunno.
What's 8 favourite thing?
his underwear? lolz.
What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
OMG. i hope so too. i'll jump over the moon.
What language does 15 always speak?
eng and chi. and he always like to suan me with his slang.
Who is 9 going out with?
xuan. haha.
How old is 16 now?
19. my laogong!
When is the last time you talk to 13?
1 min ago. is tagging considered?
Who's 2 favourtie singer/band?
alot leh.. but i guess she likes my singing the most. whahahhaa.
Would you date 4?
why not? we just went bugis few days ago.
Would you date 7?
have been dating with her but recently she's MIA. =(
Is 15 single?
nah..
What's 10 last name?
seet! or shud i spell it as Jervin SIT?
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
i certainly want!!! *praying*
What school does 3 goes to?
NYP.
Where does 6 live?
clementi.
What's your favourite thing about 5?
her lian-ness. bao lian jie!
Have you seen 1 naked?
perhaps. lol. coz we used to bathe tgr after swimming lessons.
5 people to do this lame thing..
zelia, bei, jenn, pauline, xuan. but i think none will do it coz it's really LAME.
4:37 PM//
Thursday, June 15, 2006
he came back home, looking down as thou he's having really deep thoughts in his mind. i knew sth was wrong. she knew it too. but both of us sat there quietly, waiting for him to speak. and finally, he opened his mouth and told us what was bothering him. yes, it was the same issue we've been worrying for the past few months. yet we couldn't do anything to it except praying hard that it wouldn't happen. and den i started doing nonsensical things, singing da chang jin's song to amuse them. i hope i cheered them or stopped them from worrying for just a second.how i wish i could complete my diploma now and den work hard to contribute to my family income. my family income's considered good as compared to others. but i knew my parents slogged half of their lifetime, bearing ppl's attitudes and reprimandings which they do not deserve at all, just to give us the best. i knew it. yes, i really do. ignorance in me should mature now and i should start doing what i should do, insteading of behaving childishly like i used to be. this is part of the reason why i chose to be a flight stewardess.. high income is what i need. great, i shall start by working part-time as well as studying at the same time. motivation is what i need.
11:43 PM//
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Taken from ze darling's blog..
honey's life is filled with jerks. Scam off jerks. Dun go near her. I'll kick you guys off. Stop showering her with concern when you will back off in the last minute. I'll ripped and tear you apart. Same goes to my darlings. Do not harm them. Thank you. (=
haha.. i find her so cute writing this but i'm rather touched coz it's so true. yea, stop showering me with concern if ya just gonna toy with my feelings. i'm not a doll, i've got real true feelings. bug off or roll away if ya planning to do so.
12:49 AM//
Sunday, June 11, 2006
i ought to be shot to death. i've been drinking for three nights. i'm a hard core alcoholic. i dun like drinking. but i dunno why i want to drink. just plain bored i guess. nth better to do. went momo and i'm really in love with their restroom. COMFORTABLE is the word to describe. gosh.. how can there be sofas inside a restroom? and den.. the whole self-obsession started with the cam. kinda blur coz the lightings inside dun allow us to take a proper nice shot. *sighs*
me and my deceiving short hair. oh my tian. she does look a lil drunk.
and i just went to boat quay with my dearie bei, tgr with her bf and her primary school guy friend. he does look like bei's xiao kor kor, just that he's younger and a lil macho with those huge firm muscles [whahaha.. coz i poked it =X]. i drank the blandest tiger beer i've ever tasted, and in one whole breath with him. god.. it tastes horrible. world cup was nice.. but i dun appreciate it. my hair and clothes stink like hell with the smoke. felt alot better with bei's companion. we sat by the riverside and started our flirting. gaga.. and den we saw a "head" floating on the river. my bei is so pretty today. my heart doesn't ache anymore too. my life is filled with jerks and i'm sick of them. gratz maki. tml shall be a good sunday.
\(^-^=)/
3:50 AM//
Friday, June 09, 2006
going momo tonight with jenn hubby. first time clubbing. but i shan't change my perception that clubbing is worse than pubbing. i still love my pubs coz they are less smokey and not having harmful blasting music that might damage my ears.i love candy floss as much as i love elmo. zelia darling and i agreed that the love curse is going around hurting couples.and i do like him. bet he doesn't know. oh.. my dear piglet. *crap*shall update tonight.
3:07 PM//
Monday, June 05, 2006
i closed my eyes, took a long deep breath, opened my eyes, and smiled. and i did it for three times. that's my way of dumping sadness away. =Dand i wanna go k-box badly. =(
4:33 PM//
Sunday, June 04, 2006
kcenflsj says:
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whahahaha.. crap. i dun even know this person. wonder how he got my contact. duh~ (-__-)llli'm planning what to do for my term break. went back to grss for band practice yst and realised how dumb i was. i couldn't get the fingering for those high notes and i was breathless after blowing the whole song. bahhhhh.. lousy me. lips were painful too. and i saw HIM!!! freaking pai seh. he stared at me when i entered the music room and my heart was pounding darn hard when i saw him. he was sitting infront of me. i guess he couldn't recognise me coz i've 'transformed' alot, from that nerdy worm to how i look like now. i miss those days with him... (=x__x=) and he's driving a modified subaru if i'm not wrong. gosh.. i heart him.i was notti to have taken chui's pic, den got it send to beibei. he's still as charming as before. whahahaha.. miss his 'INCORRIGIBLE!' ohhh.. i really need these nice memories inside my brain.
2:57 AM//
Friday, June 02, 2006
ohayo. it's 4.30am now and i'm blogging. yeap, awake blogging. i woke up in a shock, remembering that the tiny dumb lenses are still inside my poor eyes and i have not remove those drawings on my face. erm, i meant cosmetics. and i've bathed and i'm ready for school now. gonna wait for time to pass and wake daddy up to send me to school.i predicted today shall be a happy day. i shall go for my morning class from 8 to 10, and then have my self-declared holiday. i'm going to renew my passport later and go shopping with mummy! yay.. sometimes a meaningless event does make a person happie too. life is that simple and simplicity does make an impact.i want to get a hot pink lugguage. i want do the weirdest thing which i dare not do in singapore during the hong kong tour. i want to find my huai(4)nan(2) ren(2) in hongkong. i want a boyfriend who has got a car and lotsa money for me to spend. i want my engagement at the age of 23. i want a beach wedding. i want my husband to hide my ring in the water during the wedding and that i'll go digging for it, which i'll nv get to find it coz he will in the end bring it to me and slide it in my tiny finger [so unromantic coz it sounds torturing]. and... i want a hot air balloon ride. these are my short-term goals, which make no sense at all coz i think i'm crazy for not wanting to sleep.
4:21 AM//