Hi. it feels great staying awake at this timing when the surrounding's quiet and the state of mind cant get any clearer than this. life has been up and down and friends who are 'alive' seem lesser than before.
working hard for the past few months, putting up with craps from others, cry laugh or emotionless, giving love and being love.. a routinized life that's similiar to eating brunch at 12:30pm everyday. time flies and i flew into this stale life. wonder how's everybody when i'm too busy to catch up with 'em.
a lil girl who used to stay in the protected zone where dear parents constructed, i've explored almost half of the world till date with my current job. accustomed to put up with whatever nonsense i find on my way, stretching my patience to the maximum and reciprocating favours from others.. a growing stage for all i would say. nevertheless, i still love schooling and would very much want to return to studies coz i was naive and carefree back then. emigrating to australia is another big dream i have where i probably rear animals and enjoy the remaining life with my other half after retirement. ohhh.. dreams versus reality, which one will you choose? :)