Thursday, September 28, 2006
when a passion dies off and the new ones formed,
when a new scar's born while the old stays on,
when u no longer feels hurt and numb fills the emptiness,
u know u've grown up. stages that humans go thru.
things that are not meant to be urs, let go instead of grabbing onto it as thou u've craved ur name and reckoned the ownership. i doubt the saying 'fight for ur happiness' with the reason being that if unhappiness is an obvious result, and u jolly well know that clinging onto it doesn't help, why dun u learn to let go so that it wun turn the whole situation to be awkward? yea.. think. u will reach enlightenment soon.
well.. it's funny to have strangers entering ur life and the close drifting away from u slowly. the feeling isn't gd and all u have to know is quick adaptations. ironically, human beings resist changes. it's pretty fun to have ppl fighting for ur love and getting to choose the one u love too. and it's freakish to have someone coming to u and say things like "ur clothes' kinda nice. makes ppl have fantasies." wth is that. again, ignored.
starting to miss everyone at Arena Country Club. those were the days i really enjoyed my internship. tracer, rain, michael, toby, deng xian sheng, auntie.. not forgetting the chamelon on the net surrounding the golf driving range as well as my pool and sauna room. precious memories u called.
btw, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO PAULINE BAOBEI!
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