the life of a Mannequin



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©maki©

my current nick. i realised i've got so many loved ones ard me so i shud be emo no more. yea.. and i think i'm an ultimate spoilt child. a frown brings me a new hp and i can be jumping happily when i received it. i ought to reflect.

i think i'm letting them down. i shud do sth to it. somehow i just wish i could be a more hardworking and understanding girl, doing sensible stuff rather than kicking a fuss over useless issues. crappp.. i'm getting emo again. but i promise i'll be their gd gal, forever and ever.

still figuring how to use my hp coz i'm a nokia noobie. and i think i nida isolate myself so as to avoid causing misunderstandings again.

found a new love.. classical music. it's soothing and sweet with faint tingling rhythms from the piano. yea.. i'm not trying to act like a cultivated gal coz i'm one truthfully. grew up with classical music and brought up like a barbie doll, not those bimbotic kind ya thinking of. that probably explain why i behave so ghostly, one with not much expressions and having missy attitude. i can be beaming like a mad girl or being quiescent for the whole day. is that what they refer as split personalities?

and so i shall return to my mugging after ranting so much. i love her.

2:07 AM//