beginning of term 2.. and i'm starting to feel tired again. but i felt so much relieved coz i've got lesser burden now. but the breaks are terrible. and i guess this time there's no more excuse for me not to study anymore. whenever i see u, my feelings got all mixed up. scar remains as scar. never will it disappear. perhaps with the use of condolisa scar heal, it might help. lol.. okies, not suppose to be funnie at all. love is a complicating element. i guess me and darling are victims of it. shan't touch love relationships now. mr right will find us eventually. kx said my expectations are too high but i disagreed. i just find it hard to accept anyone now especially the scar is too deep to be healed. unless i can find someone who's willing to spend time healing it, i think staying single at the moment will be good enough for myself. oh ya.. i forgot i must include someone in my entry coz he said he felt nth after reading my blog. i gave him a nick 'ang-gu-gu' and i think he doesn't like it at all. okies, i dunno what to write abt him anymore. and i promised bei i wun fall in luv with any of them. i shall divert all my love to mummy and my pets. oyasumi.