he came back home, looking down as thou he's having really deep thoughts in his mind. i knew sth was wrong. she knew it too. but both of us sat there quietly, waiting for him to speak. and finally, he opened his mouth and told us what was bothering him. yes, it was the same issue we've been worrying for the past few months. yet we couldn't do anything to it except praying hard that it wouldn't happen. and den i started doing nonsensical things, singing da chang jin's song to amuse them. i hope i cheered them or stopped them from worrying for just a second.
how i wish i could complete my diploma now and den work hard to contribute to my family income. my family income's considered good as compared to others. but i knew my parents slogged half of their lifetime, bearing ppl's attitudes and reprimandings which they do not deserve at all, just to give us the best. i knew it. yes, i really do. ignorance in me should mature now and i should start doing what i should do, insteading of behaving childishly like i used to be. this is part of the reason why i chose to be a flight stewardess.. high income is what i need. great, i shall start by working part-time as well as studying at the same time. motivation is what i need.
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